Friday, February 18, 2005

Today, I can solemnly declare that I'm going bonkers over work.
Sometimes, I really do not understand why bad things happen in succession. And we wait for tomorrow longingly in hopes that things will finally work out. I give my best, but sometimes my best isn't just enough. It depresses me so. The good Lord says, do all you can and worry not about tomorrow. As long as you've done your best, it is already enough. Lord, how can I not worry when work is not right? Files are wrong, everything in a mess. And the fault lies not with me but yet I have to bear the burden because it's my project. I do not want to give up, give in. I'm hanging in there as long as I can. I refuse to quit because I believe tomorrow will be different. Yet, it is so difficult. Lord, I'm at my wits' end. I do not want to press on further anymore in my job. I feel that I've given all I could give these past two years. I want to move on, move on to something new and different. Yet, I'm too scared, too tired, too disillusioned.
Help...

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